Long Break
OMG... I can't believe it's been 3 years since my last update on Christmas 2016 HAHAHAHA, that was a really long break but hey, I'm back! xD I'm sorry for the long break I had as I was really busy with university life. Let me tell you about it to sum up those 3 years of a long break.
So back to 2016, yes I'm done with my SPM and I was working at my parent's workplace but it only lasts awhile because... yeah me so lazy HAHAHAHA, I celebrate Christmas with my family and JianJian while waiting for my results to come out on March 2017. As time goes by, then March came. God, I couldn't sleep a day before the result day. I had that really tense and nervous feeling throughout that whole day and end up sleeping around 3 or 4 a.m. I guess? xD On the day of my result day which is on March 16 2017, I woke up at 7:30 a.m. feeling soooooooooooooo nervous and scared at the same time, I went alone and meet my classmates in school, meet up with my friends from different streams and praying together. There were lots of people there especially parents, I swear it really made me want to cry even though they haven't announced the result yet xD Time past by until 10 a.m., it was time for them to announce the result, so they started off by announcing those who got 4As to 7As. I was nervous sitting in the hall with my classmates that I sit together with, and hope that our names get announced, unfortunately, our names didn't call up to the stage but I was telling to myself that it's ok because I did my best for it.
After the announcement, those name that wasn't call up should meet their homeroom teacher to get their result. Again, I was getting even more nervous as I was lining up to get my result. It was my turn and God... my heart couldn't stop beating fast. My hands were shaking crazily and I could just pray to myself. I met my homeroom teacher, who was also my English teacher and she asked if I'm ready to receive my result. Somehow, I was surprised because she smiled at me after she looked at my result. "Congratulation, Arlene. You got an A for English and Accounts." Damn, I was so speechless and shocked that I end up crying so hard in front of her. I couldn't hold back my tears of joy because it was a really tough journey for me to get an A, especially for English. I did my best for most of the subject because I didn't do my best for my PT3. I would also like to thank both my Accounts teacher from school and tuition for their guidance and tips. Fuhhh that was just the beginning of 2017 HAHAHAHAHA xD
A few days after the result day, I started thinking about which university I'm gonna studied at. Actually, before my result day, I went to KDU at Glenmarie, Shah Alam which is just near to MSU. I went there with my classmate for a classroom experience, which we can enter their normal class hour and experience their learning environment there. We did have a campus tour and accommodation tour while we're there. It took me some time to think about where should I study, I was in doubt of what course do I want to take. Well, it was hard for me ^^ but thank God, I have my family and the guy I love supporting my decision. I took the opportunity and register myself on May at KDU University Colleges. I was officially a KDU student, taking a Diploma in Culinary Arts for May Intake 2017.
At first, I was really happy as I entered the orientation and the first class. But as the day goes by, I had that feeling of giving up and depressed. I wasn't doing my best, I had lots of conflict with my own classmate during the very first semester. I got panic when facing these problems which I don't really face them a lot during high school. I'm not kidding if I said that I cried a lot during my studies there. Lots of things happened that I end up being heartless and I wasn't the me that I used to be. University does change a persons' behaviour, attitude, personality and mentality a lot. However, during my 2 years there, I managed to go through the hard times that I faced, even during my internship which was during my 5th semester at The St. Regis Langkawi. Everything went well and as usual, I had depression and wanted to give up but I didn't at the end ^^ After 4 months there, I came back to KDU to finish up my 6th and last semester of my studies. Time passes by, I got my final semester results and thank God, my pointer increase thanks to my last minute hard work lol xD haiz it was a tough journey but everything went well and now, I'm waiting for my graduation this coming Nov ^^
Currently, I'm being really lifeless HAHAHAHAHA, idk what to do at home and I couldn't go out a lot. I had registered for car license and I already went for the kursus, but I haven't yet gone for the computer test, I haven't read the book HAHAHAHAH xD I postponed to do it because my dad was hospitalized due to haemorrhoid twice, but thank God the surgery went well and he's getting better day by day after his second surgery ^^ Recently, I've been thinking of wanting to take degree next year and what major should I take, but I'm still thinking a lot about it. There's a lot of things running through my mind nowadays. I was still in the state of depressed and lost of mind, I felt that things are getting, even more, harder for me. I still need some time to make a decision and not regret it because it's my future, I want to make my loved ones proud. I just hope that I won't regret my decision again like how I regret before when I was half of my semester in Diploma ^^
Waaaa I talk a lot since it's been so long. More updates coming soon! Thanks for readingggggg myyyyyy looonnngggg essaaaaayyyyyyy :p
So back to 2016, yes I'm done with my SPM and I was working at my parent's workplace but it only lasts awhile because... yeah me so lazy HAHAHAHA, I celebrate Christmas with my family and JianJian while waiting for my results to come out on March 2017. As time goes by, then March came. God, I couldn't sleep a day before the result day. I had that really tense and nervous feeling throughout that whole day and end up sleeping around 3 or 4 a.m. I guess? xD On the day of my result day which is on March 16 2017, I woke up at 7:30 a.m. feeling soooooooooooooo nervous and scared at the same time, I went alone and meet my classmates in school, meet up with my friends from different streams and praying together. There were lots of people there especially parents, I swear it really made me want to cry even though they haven't announced the result yet xD Time past by until 10 a.m., it was time for them to announce the result, so they started off by announcing those who got 4As to 7As. I was nervous sitting in the hall with my classmates that I sit together with, and hope that our names get announced, unfortunately, our names didn't call up to the stage but I was telling to myself that it's ok because I did my best for it.
After the announcement, those name that wasn't call up should meet their homeroom teacher to get their result. Again, I was getting even more nervous as I was lining up to get my result. It was my turn and God... my heart couldn't stop beating fast. My hands were shaking crazily and I could just pray to myself. I met my homeroom teacher, who was also my English teacher and she asked if I'm ready to receive my result. Somehow, I was surprised because she smiled at me after she looked at my result. "Congratulation, Arlene. You got an A for English and Accounts." Damn, I was so speechless and shocked that I end up crying so hard in front of her. I couldn't hold back my tears of joy because it was a really tough journey for me to get an A, especially for English. I did my best for most of the subject because I didn't do my best for my PT3. I would also like to thank both my Accounts teacher from school and tuition for their guidance and tips. Fuhhh that was just the beginning of 2017 HAHAHAHAHA xD
A few days after the result day, I started thinking about which university I'm gonna studied at. Actually, before my result day, I went to KDU at Glenmarie, Shah Alam which is just near to MSU. I went there with my classmate for a classroom experience, which we can enter their normal class hour and experience their learning environment there. We did have a campus tour and accommodation tour while we're there. It took me some time to think about where should I study, I was in doubt of what course do I want to take. Well, it was hard for me ^^ but thank God, I have my family and the guy I love supporting my decision. I took the opportunity and register myself on May at KDU University Colleges. I was officially a KDU student, taking a Diploma in Culinary Arts for May Intake 2017.
At first, I was really happy as I entered the orientation and the first class. But as the day goes by, I had that feeling of giving up and depressed. I wasn't doing my best, I had lots of conflict with my own classmate during the very first semester. I got panic when facing these problems which I don't really face them a lot during high school. I'm not kidding if I said that I cried a lot during my studies there. Lots of things happened that I end up being heartless and I wasn't the me that I used to be. University does change a persons' behaviour, attitude, personality and mentality a lot. However, during my 2 years there, I managed to go through the hard times that I faced, even during my internship which was during my 5th semester at The St. Regis Langkawi. Everything went well and as usual, I had depression and wanted to give up but I didn't at the end ^^ After 4 months there, I came back to KDU to finish up my 6th and last semester of my studies. Time passes by, I got my final semester results and thank God, my pointer increase thanks to my last minute hard work lol xD haiz it was a tough journey but everything went well and now, I'm waiting for my graduation this coming Nov ^^
Currently, I'm being really lifeless HAHAHAHAHA, idk what to do at home and I couldn't go out a lot. I had registered for car license and I already went for the kursus, but I haven't yet gone for the computer test, I haven't read the book HAHAHAHAH xD I postponed to do it because my dad was hospitalized due to haemorrhoid twice, but thank God the surgery went well and he's getting better day by day after his second surgery ^^ Recently, I've been thinking of wanting to take degree next year and what major should I take, but I'm still thinking a lot about it. There's a lot of things running through my mind nowadays. I was still in the state of depressed and lost of mind, I felt that things are getting, even more, harder for me. I still need some time to make a decision and not regret it because it's my future, I want to make my loved ones proud. I just hope that I won't regret my decision again like how I regret before when I was half of my semester in Diploma ^^
Waaaa I talk a lot since it's been so long. More updates coming soon! Thanks for readingggggg myyyyyy looonnngggg essaaaaayyyyyyy :p